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“I miss you, Meri!” I growl. “And I don’t know what the fuck to do about it!”
Her hand pauses on the door handle, and for a brief second the eyes she lifts to mine are full of hope before they cloud over with a pain that cuts me in half.
“You can’t keep doing this, Coop,” she says, her voice thick with the tears swimming in her eyes. “I can’t survive another rejection where you’re concerned. You can’t keep fucking with my feelings because you’re not sure of your own, because I love you, and it hurts too much!”